I am the same as before or just a fake copy

Just as water flowing in rivers, is not the same water, had understood that everything in the universe tends to change simultaneously, the hours and months and years are no friends of humans.

There was no doubt very old thought it was and I was losing time waiting for prints or maybe want some signs that identify me something to give me the path or the idea that was going well and I could follow this step for a long longer, I thought I was smart when he was negligent, was definitely a nightmare for any parent ...

Had not accepted that the time passed and I had to change the page, many told me that when a child was more cheerful and happy, my father stuck in short, a happy child.

Now, after eleven years I have become a closed and introverted, sullen woman, everything that a woman should be and the prototype that no man would want. But at this moment I wonder when and at what point changes.

When it happened. At that time a radical change and I can not go back to what it was before, and everything changes and nothing goes back, we can not go back and verify what we like books.

Like when you lose yourself in a paragraph and want to return back, something that certainly can not do in life. Time does not forgive and it is a false friend who only gives second chances unbearable.